Like A Drug

The beat of your heart,
I knew from the start,
would save me from my pain.
Your the drug that goes into my veins.

I was falling, falling so far,
I thought for sure no one could heal my scars,
but there you stand from afar,
smiling, eyes like a blazing star.

You hold out your hand, and now I see,
maybe you can save me.
Without you I would surely sink,
when your here I don't want to think,
I want to live for the moment, live for the present,
I no longer want to descent.
So I ask, will you guide me?
Will you save me from how fucked up I can be?
Will you hold my hand, save me from my pain,
for you are the drug in my veins.

Day by day,
night by night.
I live in the cold, I live in the grey,
I don't feel like hanging on so tight.

But there you are, hand outstretched to me,
it throws me for a loop, it makes me confused.
And now I sit here, so bemused.
Your so full of life, so full of glee,
maybe someone has heard my plea.

This could be a lie,
your words could be like poison in my drink.
But being with you makes me feel so high,
and I don't want to think.

You hold out your hand, and now I see,
maybe you can save me.
Without you I would surely sink,
when your here I don't want to think,
I want to live for the moment, live for the present,
I no longer want to descent.
So I ask, will you help me?
Will you save me from myself, who I don't want to be?
Will you hold my hand, save me from my pain,
for you are the drug in my veins.

And here I sit, alone in the cold,
my life untold.
And then I see you, shining so bright,
you give me the will to fight.

Like a drug, in my veins,
only you can save me from my pain.
Will you stay, stay with me?
Will you help me? I want to be selfish, I need you,
I need you, please you have to.
Without you I would surely sink,
when your here I don't want to think,
I want to live for the moment, live for the present,
I no longer want to descent.
So I ask, will you save me?
Will you help me see life is worth living?
Or will you stand there, unforgiving?
Will you hold my hand, save me from my pain,
for you are the drug in my veins.

I'm torn, and I'm shattered,
but to you it doesn't matter.
You hold out your hand, and now I see,
maybe you can save me...